| I'm missing something very crucial to my life... |


PrecautionIf only there was a God Some being to blame for my pain But, alas, there is nothing There is no one to blame Except myself And no where to hide Except my mind But I am hollow My thoughts under shadows And every morning When I am coming to I can only take every step With precaution Hoping the next one wont be The one that hurts me again Unless that pain will be my last Unless life could promise me That step would be my lastPrecaution


The JoyPrecautionary self-defiance Neglecting need and desires A trait so common in my life Waging war against my wants I told myself I was too high I was above watering eyes Or quivering lips But that was before A long while ago And I cannot keep up the charadeThe Joy
Now, my heart races Thumps so resounding in my body That my entire form pounds Along with its powerful song And my eyes drown in tears Drenched, overwhelmed with sorrows Drops falling like waves With each heart beat Over this crestfallen mask I wear That cracks against the
MEeeeE

Life On The GroundWatch these children fly Up on wings of feathers Made of instilled hopes and dreams Futures you've constructed To settle their adventuring minds Even though you know Deep down in the bowels of your hearts These hopes and dreams Are based on fallacious teachingsLife On The Ground
Their wings cannot promise Presidential status Or being the important person You have said they could And now they'll live in clouds Hoping they reach the sky Never knowing Never having been taught That life is on the ground

| Yeah, I used to cut, yeah I'm depressed 90% of the time, Yeah I wear black 95% of the time. Yeah I'm ugly, tell me about it. I have an amazing boyfriend, that I want to believe still loves me, but I'm conflicting my self on the subject at the moment. **UPDATE** I am no longer conflicting. I know he loves me just as much as I love him. I have a pic of us together, so I'll edit it a bit, add some effects, them post it. **UPDATE** My chat room (Demonspear)can be found here: [link] It's private, and I have to know/trust you for me to add you in. |
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